Title: Torn apart
by Gem from Lancashire | in writing, poetry
You turned away and said goodbye,
I tried to let the pain fly by.
You said you'd keep in touch you'd call,
But I knew this was it, that was all.
Some said it just wasn't meant to be,
Life goes on, more fish in the sea.
But inside I was hurting like never before,
You were trapped in my heart when away you tore.
Some said you can't love someone who doesn't love you back,
But I'm proof you can I've been on that track.
Every lyric in every song,
Turn off the TV it was you I wasn't wrong.
At night I lay trying not to think of you,
But the endless dreams stuck like glue.
I tried so hard to forget,
But I couldn't escape you not now, not yet.
That was a few months ago,
The feelings, the memories the tears that poured.
The hold you had on me is gone,
My feelings for you frozen, memories not one.
I'm back to myself again,
Not lost in you like way back then.
I didn't think I would love someone as much again
But here I am someone else, another name.
Now already I'm falling back,
Another boy another trap.
Don't want to end up like before,
Not now, not again not anymore.
But his smile, his voice, his laugh, his eyes,
He's unfroze the feelings undone the ties.
It's not he's fault he doesn't even know,
Know the things I've felt before.
Don't want to lose him like I lost you,
But I can't help the things I feel, I do.
I hope this time the love is shared,
But what if it isn't I fear I'm scared.
I refuse to be hurt again the painful art,
Don't want to be again torn apart.
This is the 1st poem I've written for about 5 years! Hope it's ok I might start writing them again if this one is good.
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