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I don't understand
Why is this so difficult
To let someone in
To reach out my hand to light

I don't understand
Why can't I release my self from the darkness
Why can't I embrace light
Why can't I feel my heart

I don't understand
I thought I had blocked all of these memories
So why do they still hunt me
Every second of every day

I do not have wings
To fly freely across the open sky
To touch moon and feel its grace and comfort
But I do have chain of memories that regret

I ignored my emotion
I create walls of bitter and cold around
So why does it still hurt
Why is every thing falling apart

I don't understand