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How do u feel when losing someone's confidence? How do u feel when all that u've built had been destroyed all of sudden???
U've been hoping so much that ur dream comes true ... u realized, after years, that u're one step closer to making it TRUE !! Then suddenly u fell ... & what was the reason? Just About that little thing but priceless called: CONFIDENCE!!!
U have reached the top, no one was considered as good & polite as u were. At school or with family u were perfect ... ALMOST perfect ... !
Nevertheless, the day came that u've made a big mistake... Like all humans!!!
U lied ... & no one wanted to talk ... or even to listen to what u were saying, anymore. U understand their reaction, u agree with it ; But u can't take it back, u've already done it & lost what u made years to gain ... CONFIDENCE !!! What must u do to restore ???
U remember the day before, u heard ur mum saying :" I totally trust in him, he showed me that he can do it... I don't worry!" Then u just look to ur dad who's completely convinced...
The next day, u see their faces when learning of ur lie ... How can u feel??? U can't even look to urself in the mirror, because u're seeing a monster , an ugly face, shameful ... Only pain & regret are filling ur mind ... U're hating failure ... U're trying the best to hide from others looks ... U cannot .... U just wanna die to get out of this nightmare... !
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Nonetheless, I think u still have a chance to apologise, because it's not over ... Just because LIFE goes on & people, sometimes, forget other's mistakes. So rather u apologise .... Rather ur building will get stronger & proud ... ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!