When I was a little girl I used to raid
my mummy鈥檚 wardrobe.
I pulled out everything and made a mess!
There were sparkly sequined dresses,
glamorous and floaty.
She had a wide horizontal mirror on her dressing table,
and if I stood on the bed I could see myself
as I danced about in her dress, pretending to be a grown-up.
I tried on all her make-up, lots of powdery 鈥榬ouge鈥�
blusher,
till I had bright red shiny cheeks,
and lots of peacock eye shadow.
The jewellery box was like a treasure chest
and I would find big, shiny, dangly earrings
that always pinched a little as I clipped them on,
but that was part of being a grown-up.
I put my hair up in her large gold butterfly clip
and draped myself in masses of colourful beads.
Then I went back to wardrobe and searched
for the silver fur coat and my favourite thing of all,
a beautiful light-blue feather boa.
I swished it around my neck and over one shoulder,
then began to search for the perfect shoes.
After trying on every pair I chose the red leather stilettos
with the high pointy heels and pointy toes.
I pranced past the mirror
knowing that anyone who saw me would think I was mummy,
as I looked like a real adult going out for dinner.
Now I really am the mummy,
but my son doesn鈥檛 dress up in my clothes.
He asks what everything is for,
while watching me put on my make-up,
and plays with my jewellery and flowers.
He jumps on my bed and tries to steal my teddies,
he pretends that he鈥檚 six when he鈥檚 five.
Now I鈥檓 supposed to be the grown-up,
even though it feels like a game.
When I see myself in the mirror
I wonder what other people see.
Do I seem like a little girl,
wearing big shoes?
