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"Your life stops. Everything is a chore. For me personally my life did stop. I just wanted to stay in my bed."

Bebe Johnston told Mark Patterson how she tried to pick up the pieces after the death of her son. Eamonn was a hairdresser, and a former "Mr Gay Derry" who worked to counsel other gay people. He died of suicide on July 11 2007. Bebe is launching a new CD in his memory to raise awareness of suicide. She said: "The worst thing that can happen to a mother has happened so a few lyrics in a song can only make me stronger."

Mickey Coleman recorded a special song in memory of Eamonn, "Miss you more than words can say".