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I grew up in a loving family with a great Dad and Mum etc., I had a Grandfather who was very special he took me with him most places, I also had an elder sister who took on more of a caring role for me. My Dad never made me feel I wasn't his infact just the opposite.I could never understand why I always felt a little different and also was never sure just where I fitted in at school There was never any concrete reason as to why I should feel like this but I did. I never felt like that at home just when I was with my peers.

This lead to allsorts of feelings of not being accepted needing to be loved and many more.

Anyway I ended up getting married at seventeen.

My Mum had started having nervous breakdowns when I was nine and these just continued to get closer together.at first they were every two or three years apart. Then when I got married Iwas expected to still live at home which i did until I was twenty-one with two children my marriage was just going from bad to worse so we decided to move out to try and build a better life together. My Mum got very upset by this and told me one or two home truths including the fact I was illigitmate. This was all she said I found nothing else out until quite a few years later when she told me I was part Sioux and my Dad's name was Jack Berry but she had been so poorly I wasn't sure as to whether or not she had got the name correct however I did find out from my Sister that Mum had been out with a G.I named Tiny and that was all I ever found out.

My first marriage lasted twelve years I think out of that there was perhaps two years when I had experianced being happy. I do regret not having been more of a together person when I was younger but am so grateful for a great husband who I have been married to for twenty-seven years two wonderful children and six fantastic grandchildren I can never thank God enough for giving me my children it gave me strength through some very difficult times. God has always given me an extra measure of strength and peace when I have needed them.

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